let's riot.

Tue, 23 Sep 2008 22:50:42 GMT

assurance is comfort.

Fri, 22 Aug 2008 19:41:06 GMT

nothings the same anymore. stress'll kill ya, itll kill us. not cool.

Tue, 06 May 2008 00:22:25 GMT

yeah, you're all grown up and i'm just a little kid. i bet it makes you feel fucking great to call me a kid. cause being able to get into bars makes you an adult, right? being a stupid drunk is a fun story to tell. spending 5 days a week at a bar is a cool scene to get into. you're an embarrassment.

i quit getting messed up because of people that act like this. i got sick of relying on getting fucked up to 'loosen up' and have fun. i got real sick of spending my money on drink and drugs instead of cds and such. i did it cause i wanted to, but now it seems that people like to say shit. it just makes me question people. people who couldn't get over the fact that i was having a lot of fun without drinking or how i could withhold from drinking while there was free booze everywhere(particular times in mind). IT'S FUCKING WILLPOWER DIP SHITS! and no, i'm not trying to be fucking 'straight edge' or a 'goody goody kid' but hearing people tell me i cant do it and that i'm weird or boring for not getting fucked up just makes me want to continue this. it feels good to be able to fucking think straight. so fuck all the people who said, you wont make it a week or month or whatever. I'LL STEP ON YOUR FACE! : ) and my friends who are still down with chillin with me are awesome. so ya, rock on.

oh ya, and pulling teeth plays on thursday at static age, ya pumped?

Tue, 04 Mar 2008 20:08:18 GMT

I don't give a fuck if my words have grown old
I've never been so willing to see a relationship fray
I don't give a fuck how thin this ice has become
I'm stomping on it anyway.

have heart.

Mon, 03 Mar 2008 20:08:19 GMT

id rather die on my feet then live on my knees.

hmmmm, got me interested.
summer fun! friends, cedar point, beaches, parks, dtwat, basketball, come on home, i need you.
ooooo eee, lifes good.

Sat, 01 Mar 2008 22:03:26 GMT

because loosing all hope is freedom...

Mon, 03 Sep 2007 16:55:26 GMT

my lifes been taking little steps, preparing for big leaps. so much to look forward to. been working my ass off at sajos, and doing tons of research online for the side job me and my brother are doing. its a ton of fucking work, long hours, but i dont mind. itll be worth it when i start getting big checks every month. it will make life so much easier, but at the same time, im gonna push my money as far as it will go. my dads been teaching me tons of stuff about business. im going to have money my whole life. im determined. entrepreneur . oh ya, and weezy is siqqqqqqqq. oh ya, i know this girl, she's the illest.

Thu, 23 Aug 2007 19:39:30 GMT

so i think things are going to start looking up. im sort of excited to go to school again. its weird, i know. lately ive been more excited to see people and meet new people. ive had more energry lately and its pretty sweet. im not gonna smoke as much anymore and start walking more. life is good.

Sat, 11 Aug 2007 05:52:18 GMT

what do you do when you want two things, but can only have one? and you need to figure this out fast, cause you might loose them. confused as hellllll. both have theirs ups and downs, and it some instances, ones ups is the others downs so its hard to choose. but you shouldn't have to anyway, right? does anyone even get my ridiculous posts? i usually dont even understand them. i dont understand myslef.

Fri, 10 Aug 2007 03:06:31 GMT

im sittin on the coulds
i got smoke coming from my seat,
i can play basketball with the moon,
i got the whole world at my feet.
playing touch football on marijuana streets
or in a marijuana feild
you are so beneath my cleets
get high, so high, that i feel like flying

swimming laps around a bottle of lui the 13th
jumping off of a mountain into a mountain of codene
im at the top of the top, but still i climb
and if i should ever the ground will then turn into wine

i can mingle with the stars
and throw a party on mars
im a prisoner locked up behind xanax bars
i have just borded a plane without a piolt and
roses are red violets are blue and the flowers are dead

Sun, 05 Aug 2007 18:33:10 GMT

dont ever give in.

walk together, confidently.

forever, head up, taking life straight on.

possibilities, endless.

excitement.

Mon, 23 Jul 2007 20:51:43 GMT

i think somethings wrong with me.

Sun, 08 Jul 2007 17:01:02 GMT

fuck trying to repair friendships. im walking away. goodbye past, hello kickass future! WOOOOO

Mon, 25 Jun 2007 18:22:12 GMT

i'm sick of people always talking shit about people. if you don't like the person then why is he/she such a big part of your life? always talking about them just makes me think you are jealous. or maybe you really just want to that person to like you, but they don't because you're just a ridiculous failure. i'm not going to be like that. all that negative talk all the time just makes me sick. you're acting so different from the person i aspire to be. so yeah, if you like to talk about who this persons hanging out with or what bands they 'claim' to like or who their dating or how you or your friend can beat them up, just stop before you make me sick. so many people are getting fuckin pathetic. their better things in life then hearing about your ridiculous problems, excuses for your failures, or how you're going to make everything ok. you could make tons of money and marry the best person in the world, have tons of great kids, but still, you're fucking pathetic in my book. hahahahahahahahaha. i love life.

oh and for some reason people read this and think its about them. well if you read it and actually think its about you, then maybe it is. cause this applies to quite a few people.

Fri, 22 Jun 2007 17:32:32 GMT

just love the world that won't love you back!

Fri, 15 Jun 2007 16:25:48 GMT

i'm gonna give up everything that i depend on, that i don't really need. shit that is doing me no good. start putting my time and effort and money towards something more constructive. time to get back into them righteous times

Thu, 14 Jun 2007 00:46:20 GMT

time for some changes and their already happening. ha, this is righteous.

Tue, 05 Jun 2007 02:09:18 GMT

summer! this means basketball, beer, bbq, and babes. the four b's bitch. how cheezy

Thu, 24 May 2007 18:45:35 GMT

so for the past month or so i haven't been calling people. i decided i would just stop calling everyone and see who calls me to chill. it was interesting. i haven't talked to some people since i last called them so it just goes to show who really wants to be friends ya know. so if i haven't talked to you in a while, it's probably because you haven't called. i feel like i might have ended some suppoused good friendships, but whatever. i've been having fun these past few weeks with the people who actually make an effort to hang. so whats up for this weekend?

Fri, 18 May 2007 18:59:40 GMT

what up summer? what up girlfriend? what up new life?

Sun, 13 May 2007 03:25:22 GMT

im doubting people a lot lately. im gettin this feeling that people i once thought were really good hearted people are just full of themselves. it sucks, but lately i dont even wanna see a lot of people. this is a major bummer but what you gonna do, ya know? you're changing everyone around me and im starting to think your not to righteous. maybe this will change, but i really need to get shit figured out before summer.

Thu, 10 May 2007 03:01:17 GMT

everyones excitement is dieing. no fun lately, everyones making me mad. i need to start hanging out with new people. this weekend ill probably work about 24 hours on saturday and sunday so friday is my night to have fun. and if shit goes as planned it will be. last weekend just pissed me off a lot.

Thu, 03 May 2007 02:56:48 GMT

IM FUCKING UNSTOPPABLE AND THE ONES AROUND ME ARE COMING FOR THE RIDE!!!

hahahaha i love it.

Wed, 18 Apr 2007 18:40:14 GMT

say yeah!!!

Tue, 10 Apr 2007 03:58:17 GMT

where'd ya go? you were my homie?!